We gave ourselves to each other as the waves crashed outside. The other address to Oliver, containing a quote from a Shakespearean play which the character James quoted faked his own death. No. . It would have only tortured Oliver with false hope, and . Oliver Marks bekommt immer nur die Nebenrollen. James was every single constellation that ever was, and having him, touching him. Truth is, I couldnt say myself, and it was probably the both of you. She did the right thing by going and talking to the detective when she learned about James because she KNEW James was gonna drag Oliver down with him, and he did just that, even when colborne had his suspicions that it was never Oliver. If James Farrow was what it felt like to get lost in between the stars, then I didnt ever want to be found. And just as my nose had always remained slightly crooked to the side, the loss of James hadnt healed yet. Couldnt leave you behind with all that pain., So, I came here. tbh I don't think James is dead. Oliver is eager to reunite with James, who had eventually stopped visiting, but is informed that he drowned himself four years earlier. Detective Colborne is retiring, but before he does, he wants to know what really happened a decade ago. The glass floor of the stage was no more than an illusion, and while it was beautiful to look at, it was just that: a stage. I also really liked that the book was divided into Acts as it helped to drive the action and was a lovely nod to the Shakespearean aspects of the novel. If We Were Villains, written by M. L. Rio and published in 2013, 2017, tells the story of Oliver Marks, a former Shakespearian actor at the Dellecher conservatory, and the murder mystery that surrounds his 4th and final year at the conservatory. You went to Meredith. He finished for me. Oliver and James have entire conversations using lines memorized from the countless plays they have . Change), You are commenting using your Facebook account. IMO, it ties into the bird imagery. I also liked the idea of Olivers stupidity brining him more suffering with James not accepting his sacrifice and killing himself but your comment might change how I viewed it, (James : Juliet ) (Oliver : Romeo) (Fillipa : Friar Laurence). Detective Colborne wants to . Its not that, its just it makes me sad., Yeah. Detective Colborne wants to know the truth, and after ten years, Oliver is finally ready to tell it.A decade ago: Oliver is one of seven young Shakespearean actors at Dellecher Classical Conservatory, a place of keen ambition and fierce competition. Quoted as being the most academic of them all: he knew what he was doing. Its easy. I breathed in three times, before moving closer toward the door. Regret it? He asked, in a small voice. An exploration of Filippa and Camilo's relationship, which I'm not even sure is canon but found interesting to explore anyway. Fake, with no truth or depth to it. Their reconnection is very fast paced because I personally believe that weve had enough slow-burn in the actual book, so lets just let the boys be happy together as fast as we can. You werent yourself! Yes, that. Whether we would go back into the world together and tell everyone we knew that James was still alive or if I would simply fake my own death and join him in our peaceful afterlife, I didnt care. Dark Helmet - Spaceballs (1987) Metro-Goldwyn-Mayer. Richard is a bastard and won't count. Oliver is assigned the part of Banquo and is surprised to see James, rather than Richard, appear as Macbeth on Halloween night. There were four years between then and you getting released, and I swear to God I could not keep living my life the way I was. Someone had to carry the guilt, after all, and James lungs were occupied. See a recent post on Tumblr from @ilovehimstill about iwwv. If you liked this review, I post more of them on my socials. There were also a lot of Shakespeare references and quotes throughout, as the students not only perform his works but sometimes speak in Shakespearean quotes in their day-to-day life. I think coffee would be great, thank you.. When the teachers mix up the roles it puts a strain on the friendship of Oliver's group, and things begin to go downhill fast. Wrote your note knowing you would understand it, while no one else would. Our words were touching midair, and I could feel his breath. A decade ago: Oliver is one of seven young Shakespearean actors at Dellecher Classical Conservatory, a place of keen ambition and fierce competition. For courage, in case someone opened. Published in 2017, Rio's first book is thrilling, dark and absorbs you immediately into its world. We were two very eloquent men, well educated in the art of speech. Really say it, he looked up at me again, expectation in his eyes, and maybe something else. That was a difficult task, now. Maybe he had never left shore at all. He went about his little kitchen, putting the kettle on and then sorting out their drinks. James and Oliver had a special kind of love unlike ones theyve ever had, why would James want Oliver to never find peace (if he was truly planning on committing suicide)? If We Were Villains was named one of Bustle's Best Thriller Novels of the Year, and Mystery Scene says, A well-written and gripping ode to the stage . And maybe for just a split second, I, too, knew what drowning felt like.James Farrow stood before me. Because, even though I had had my fair share of guilt in it, Ive always hoped I had done more. This is a great take on this!! Oliver, its been four years., Yes, four years in which Pip, who was the only one visiting me, thought Id be better off not knowing. That was the story I had spent the better part of a month swimming in, myself. [1]. We stayed on the couch for a while longer, doing just that, until we agreed (James was mumbling, inside my mouth, something that sounded like bed) that it had gotten too small for where our intentions were leading us. You were someone else, as if you had never come down from playing your character.. Richard was off the rails, James, and it had nothing to do with anyone but himself. As a young actor studying Shakespeare at an elite arts conservatory, Oliver noticed that his talented classmates seem to play the same roles onstage and off - villain, hero, tyrant, temptress - though Oliver felt doomed to always be a secondary character in someone else's story. The scene was also very quiet, the sound of the waves being the only lullaby to our wavering voices. " ?". If We Were Villains is . Oliver and his friends play the same roles . Just James's thoughts and emotions. I would have never let them take you. As Richard stormed out of the Caesar cast party, he assaulted Wren, who was trying to calm him. All day, all week. "[2] Kirkus Reviews called it a "melodramatic, suspenseful debut novel". Nothing happened for about five seconds, and I was already raising my hand to try again when a light went on somewhere inside. From $1.46. Plus, Filippa gave him the letter. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. They were best friends and some could argue soul mates, doesnt mean they would have been good partners. What I did, James tried correcting me, but I wouldnt have it. I say hes alive. This was very self-indulgent for me to write, and I really needed to get this scene out of my head and into something real, so I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it. Simple and clean, but homely. Everyone else knew, and that was enough to set the wheels spinning. He finished his thought. I told you this, a long time ago. Not now., More like slowly walking across an undefined and dark space to you, It is based off the Pentatonix song because Ive associated that with Jolives. The last and only kiss we had ever shared had been a fleeting thing, almost unnoticeable, and how it felt had been lost in my brain amongst everything else that happened that night. I brushed a strand of his hair away from his eyes, placing it behind his ear. james doesn't want to be found. As a friend, and as something else I cant quite name.. Since I couldnt count on the others to help me, I went by myself. Wasnt the note he left me supposed me to bring me here all along? Rio; Relationship: James Farrow/Oliver Marks; Characters: . Oliver Marks ha scontato dieci anni di carcere per l'omicidio di un compagno di college. She admits that she was the one who told Colborne to arrest James at the performance, as he confessed to her one day after an intense rehearsal. James Farrow was dead. and all of this is kind of confirmed by the last sentence ig "his body was never found".. i hope what I wrote is understandable, sorry for the mistakes english is not my first language. If We Were Villains, the debut novel of actor and author M.L. A bully we loved until we couldnt anymore. 0 Discussions. Oliver and James. Leave kudos and a comment if you enjoy it!! The following morning, as Oliver cleans their dorm room, he discovers a bloodstained boat hook hidden in James' mattress. Create an account to follow your favorite communities and start taking part in conversations. Many readers including Cynthia d'Aprix Sweeney, the writer of The Nest, compared this novel to Donna Tartt's The Secret History. And we learned she was a holder of James secrets, a protector of the groups heart, and a Shakespearean expert. Even in the throws of desperation, James wouldve understood the context behind his chosen text. And maybe for just a split second, I, too, knew what drowning felt like.James Farrow stood before me. So, there I was, standing in front of said cottage, on the beach where he had, allegedly, drowned to death. It was literally the first thing I wanted to do when I got out. If We Were Villains - M.L. Is James alive or nah? [4] They help him realize that, maybe, his feelings aren't 100% platonic. At the cast party, Richard punches a student who had been flirting with Meredith. I actually came all the way here intending to do so, he confessed. James doesn't even bother trying to hide his look of disgust after some kid he's never seen before reports what he's seen in the hallway. A decade ago: Oliver is one of seven young Shakespearean actors at Dellecher Classical Conservatory, a place of keen ambition and fierce competition. Of course Richard would be pissy about not playing Macbeth (because God forbid he play anything besides the leading role), but how that involved Alexander (or anyone else, for that matter) in any way was a difficult riddle to solve. Shylock Victim or Villain? Ive been screaming this at the walls and youre gonna hear it now., You were selfish, Oliver. I fell silent, not sure I had a good enough argument to fight that. Change). If youre looking for more dark academia books to read, there are plenty of great titles to try such as Ace of Spades by Faridah bk-ymd, and Bunny by Mona Awad. Where the end of scene 7 should have gone. Quando gli amici diventano nemici, non c' limite al male che possono farci. "Are we Richard tonight or are we Dick?" "Ignore him, Oliver," James said. James mouth was softer than I remembered. What was your answer? He was so tense, I almost felt my own shoulders hurt in solidarity to his. Youre crazy, he said, redundant. The New York Times called it "at once good and bad. Took time, but it kept be busy. He answered, bashfully. James poured us two mugs and gestured for me to sit at the small kitchen table. But when the teachers change up the casting, a good-natured . Only he and filippa besides Oliver know of his crimes. But even in those last few months, even when I knew we didnt like each other very much, I liked to believe that there was still some friendship left, some residual love that would have made her think twice. Hi, was his reply, another breath, another exhale. It was absurd, really, that it had taken us so long to realize that. Making sure he was there. Each student is mailed an envelope containing their casting assignment and the scenes to prepare, as well as instructions not to share the information with any of their peers. And, if Im honest, part of me felt avenged by the idea that you would suffer a bit, too. The previous nights melancholia felt odd in the light of morning, with grief and sorrow lost and gone along with the stars. I knew he was right and, not having an answer to that, I let him go on. No, youll listen to this. aka James' pov (mostly) behind the original . As long as I had him, the world could very well burst into flames and disappear, and I wouldnt give a damn. By accepting all cookies, you agree to our use of cookies to deliver and maintain our services and site, improve the quality of Reddit, personalize Reddit content and advertising, and measure the effectiveness of advertising. Because as much as it might hurt you to know, I do love Meredith. The bathroom scene when Oliver tells James it wasnt a one-night stand with Meredith bc shes not just some girl and . James blinked at me. After wed all been in it together for so long? He raised his voice, angry. It's one of the best books I've read so far in . You know why. Richard is dead because of it, and it cost us everything.. My mouth quickly let go of his and found its way onto his neck, and James tipped his head to the side to give me space to work. Its been so many weeks. Because I love you. by mlrio. Now, he hovered above me, the curls of his overgrown hair falling at the sides of his face, producing a curtain, a shield keeping the rest of the world at bay. Oliver, James whispered, no more than a breath out of his lips; relief, pain, and surprise all mingled together. How someone had made it look like we were walking on stars, but they had it all wrong. We were quite blind, werent we? I wanted to laugh. I wanted to cry. Because, even then, I knew that if anyone would have an influence in your decision, it wouldve been me. Perhaps they were just the same, after all this time. After the students return from break, they prepare to perform scenes from Romeo and Juliet, another tradition, at the Christmas masquerade ball. And Meredith, he spoke her name with a little more disdain than I cared to stand. One being a plain, short, and general farewell. In September 2022, it was announced that Sex Education producer Eleven Film was co-developing a series adaptation of If We Were Villains with Canadian production company Blink49 Studios.[5]. "Summer Thrillers: Daring Escapes and Other Acts of Derring-Do", https://en.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?title=If_We_Were_Villains&oldid=1141467345, Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License 3.0, This page was last edited on 25 February 2023, at 05:52. But dont you dare put it all on me, how everything unfolded. In the four years, they have achieved the goals set for them, that is, until tragedy strikes and only six are left to. His right hand let go of mine and reached for the back of my head, fingertips traveling through my scalp where my skull met my neck, pulling me into him. You had no right to take my place., Yes, but what were you protecting me from? Language: R (136 swears 74 'f'); Mature Content: PG-13 Vague, undescriptive sex, mention eating disorder, drinking, and smoking, overdose Violence: PG-13 Rough "play" that results in injury, descriptive murder . And maybe Im even crazier for loving you so much.. Until loving him was more dangerous than the consequences of what we did.. For years, Thaisa lives hidden away from the rest of society as a priestess, believing her husband to have died in the storm, until the goddess Diana helps them reunite. LibraryThing catalogs yours books online, easily, quickly and for free. A decade ago: Oliver is one of seven young Shakespearean actors at Dellecher Classical Conservatory, a place of keen ambition and fierce competition. It has always been like that. That explains His eyes flashed around the room in despair. So that was it, for a while. A fleeting thought of Meredith ran through my head, but only for a second. They were wet; James blinked, and a single drop fell onto my cheek. I like to think that the uncertainty of it all makes it better, that not even Rio knows if he lived. It was my last hope. Oliver's narrative voice is self-deprecatory, revealing that he thinks of himself as a side character in his own story. But I dont think its at Meredith that youre mad. I also really liked that the book was divided into Acts as it . oliver finds james alive after being released from prison. He even mentions to fillipa and Alexander wouldnt you change the end of Romeo and Juliet? The inseparable duo. I went to jail for you and you faked your death for me. He is a powerful being from the Nightmare Realm who is trillions of years old and is only interested in spreading chaos and is the archenemy of Dipper and Stanford Pines. Let us be happy, right now. It didnt matter how ungracefully we fell on the mattress, or how we cracked up laughing at the absurdity of two thirty-something adults acting like teenagers, never able to get enough of each other. M.L. 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